Too late

It’s very late, and this blog is who I have to confide in.
Meds took me to sleep quickly, but now I’m wide awake. Having a rough flare right now, hurting my back, butt, thighs and calves, all the big muscles are hurting.
Chest hurts, but I think that is anxiety. Work is tough, and thinking about it makes me uptight. Relationship is doing the same thing. So I need to not think about either.
I wish I had 3 days in a cabin in the woods alone for some downtime.

I am grateful that I have a job. I am grateful for meds that help a lot of the time. I am grateful that my partner is sleeping here beside me.